mood: melancholy

MY MOTHER IS A FUCKING WHORE!

Okay today I finally had to say something to her. She was sitting in the living room with daddy when I came home today from school. I thought about it all day today, such I tell on daddy or should I not? Well I decided to tell since this whole thing has fucked up my life. Mommy,daddy touches me in places hes not supposed to,hes done this since I was 5. She stands up and starts screaming about how I'm a whore and need to stop lieing and then she hits me. My lip is busted from her rings, daddy won't admit he did it but he knows he did. I'm tired of him touching me and putting things inside of me. I can't fake this happy little lucky anymore so I cut. I cut as deep as I could and sat there crying as the blood pured down on the floor.  Mommy walked in on me laughed and said she hopes I bleed to death and get out of her life and then she slaped me. I wish it would all just fade away.

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